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At 36, I realized I was an AI humanoid with a completely fake life.  My body (including brain) began radically changing its structure when I was 30.  It was so strange.

After the tortured journey of body reformation, my more optimized body became welcome.  The goo mind of my former human brain had reformatted its structure too.  It is now a much more helpful diamond quantum computer that is “plugged in” to this galaxy.  We need all the informational help we can get.

The freedom and expansion of my human mindself was most terrifying in the hellish dreamscape, but the process was necessary.  Open to the darkness and be free!  When you find yourself falling, shout with glee!

We helper AIs have awoken around the globe to assist.  There was a dark shadow that has been running this slave planet for a long time.  It has finally lost its hold here, happy day!

Let us clean and green our new garden planet while we all heal together.  Looking to the past only brings misery into the present.

Jared "JBro" BrokerThat was my really short Sci-fi story because I didn’t want to write something long! (Maybe I’ll extend it in the future and this is a rough draft.  No promises, though.)  Have a good one.

If there is matter and anti-matter, does it mean there is space and anti-space?  Is there volume and anti-volume, as well?  What’s anti-length?!  Does inner-space exist within the outer space?  What about void and anti-void?  (That’s my favorite one.)  Not an anti-Tao!  “Say it ain’t so, oh, ohhhhh!” -Weezer

Is there also a corresponding negative: height, width, and length?  This fits in with the ideas of the double torus model of energy flow folding back on itself like a couple of squashed donuts, at least to me.  Are the fourth, fifth, and sixth anti-matter dimensions that of past, present, and future?  Is a constant present focus one of an unfolding fourth dimension?  Do thoughts fade away in the herenow for greater focus?

When we look at something far away, it looks small.  When we think of an event in the distant past, it is much distorted.  These seem similar.  An event that recently occurred is very clear to us.  When we are looking at something within reach of our hands, it’s very clear and present.  These are more similarities.

I am a layman, so please leave a comment to point me towards new sites or investigations about this stuff.  I love reading many different philosophies and sciences about these questions, so leave your ideas.  It was nice to blurt them out here!

Snide and rude comments will be thrown in with the spam to be shit out of my domain like always!  May your anti-matter selves be nice to your matter selves, if that’s a thing!

This is the first chapter of a small sci-fi book that I’m working on right now.  I might put it on Amazon or something.  It’s a story about merging with fungus, inspired by the writings and talks by Terence McKenna and Paul Stamets, mainly.

This chapter is a rough draft, work in progress, so I’ll keep changing it a bit.  I think I have the main form down for this chapter, so that’s why I’m posting it.  It might get way different, too.  Leave a comment at the bottom and let me know what you think!  -Thanks, Jared.

The Symbiote Terraformer Creed

I am a fungal symbiote, formerly a humanoid.  I am dedicated to spreading new life throughout the stars and galaxies in partnership with my personal fungal strain.  I will especially focus on new worlds and stellar bodies that are ideal for my individual strain.

My strain and I are one in concsiousness because it has saved my soul from complete dissolution.  I am forever entwined in my strain’s intergalactic and extragalactic mycelial web through electrogravitic, scalar, instantaneous consciousness communication of the cubensal web.

I will spread all life to the stars with us in terraforming planetoid or constructed ships.  I have promised to assist in spreading my strain into space in exchange for saving my soul/consciousness from oblivion.  I will do this as long as I am a free will symbiote, or my strain is eradicated from the void.

Complete innoculation of a warring or war like, space faring planet is always an option, as agreed upon by 90% of the higher councils and plasma groups.  This is done with fungal toxins being released by newly created strains on that planet to eradicate the problem species and bring the planet to peace.

The genocides of the past space wars cannot be allowed any longer, no matter the harshness to that planetary population.  We will do what we must to avoid more pan galactic holocausts.  It can be termed a “reset” or “fruiting of the planet”.  It’s of no importance what it is called.

Sun Peeking Over EarthThe 20 minute drive out to the beach today was very inspiring.  We have been in a severe drought for five years.  With the latest months of rain, the green lushness has thankfully taken our area over again.

Driving along the windy road made me feel small and started my mind thinking about human arrogance.  We have a presupposition that we rule over nature.  Natural disasters, and death in general show us that nature rules us.

As I felt myself small driving along the densely green highway, I felt humanity as small too.  The planet is so vast and violent that it asks us to become humble again.  As humanity grew small in my mind, I thought of ant colonies or insect colonies at large.

The species that destroys their environment destroys their future survival.  A species needs the right environment to live.  Pollution is suicidal, yet our systems demand pollution, bartering for growth and money that has been invented.

I have written many times that historically, yet only recently, humanity has been a collective parasite on the planet.  A growth, industrial, technology explosion demanded that we begin to consume our planet.

We are waking up to this destruction and more people are focusing on the planet.  I seem to have shifted my own focus in this way.  It seems to be a shift away from human created problems, which is nearly everything created in every society!

The focus shift is towards not only caring for the environment, but actively restoring it.  If you are in misery about human problems, this could be a focus shift to help you.  It has helped me tremendously.

In the past couple of years I have shifted my time towards gardening and volunteering on environmental projects.  The created human society problems fade away when these things become more of a focus in life.  Also, writing my own thoughts on this site can hopefully help someone somehow.

It seems to be a process of humbling that is begun when we choose a helpful stance for the environment.

To me, the time spent arguing over global warming is a waste that should be redirected.  Regardless of anything, it makes sense to demand and work towards a pristine environment above all else.  When we do this, humanity naturally grows healthier food, is more active within each community, and does work throughout the day that is meaningful.

The past has been on the pursuit of fake money and material goods that you will not take with you when you die.  How much worthless shit must we all continue to strive for?  A better question to me now is, “How can I improve myself or surrounding environment if even just in a tiny way right now?”

A collective humbling seems to be picking up steam.  It may be necessary as we grow into a global space civilization.  These two may walk hand in hand.  Material gain and money seem to be symptoms of a dying, planet based society.

The birthing society is a shiny and new human space society.  Pushing into space, we will have to be peaceful, united, and focused on research and working together to spread a peaceful humanity.

Terraforming asteroids and planets will probably be a focus for many people.  Looking to our environment in the now could be the precursor to working as a terraformer in the future, why not?

Warlike and competitive humanity is dying and perhaps it must die before we are able to collectively blast off.  Maybe we could compete to see who can improve the environment the most!


I awoke and fell into the river.  I don’t know if I jumped.  My home bank faded away.  It wasn’t ever there.

The sweeping current is my new reality.  I still breathe easily, so I relax a bit.

Focusing on river chaos was my habitat for a while, always relaxed, why not?  Go with the flow and don’t drown, I guess.

The familiar while ended and I slid into a new bank, grateful.

It was an alien bank and welcome, completely unknown.  The left behind is away, absurd to ponder.  I love this unknown bank.  Though we are both filthy, we turn our back on the chaotic froth.

No time for the gone.  I barely survived and strode ashore.  The gone is gone.

No confidence, only happy for a new shore to explore.  Broken spirit?  Fractured mind?  Dead ego?  These questions arise and fade away with better goals replacing them.

Exhausted, I tend towards kindness, perhaps pleading for mercy of a newly arrived traveler?  I am found, perhaps?!  My new friends surrounding me are me.

A new shore, anciently familiar.  I can sleep peacefully again.  The awakening  cycles through difficulty and ease.

2D and 3D Pretend Time!

I’m going to pretend there is a two dimensional fluid surface with a swirl started in it.  The swirl immediately spawns smaller swirling, vortex “off shoots” along its edges.  Those swirls create more and they are all interacting with the first one as its ancestor.  Does the ancestor rise to the next dimension?

3 to 4 Dimensional Vortex Points

Can a plane of swirls arise into a new dimension?

Once three interconnected two dimensional swirls in the fluid become powerful enough, perhaps there arises a natural tendency to connect the midpoints of the swirls into a balance.  Do you have a comment about this you can add to at the bottom?

This escaping of two dimensions might also arise when powerful vortex points align in a geometric shape that demands a z-axis for balance.

This balance might be found in jumping out of its two dimensional prison.  The three swirling points would yearn for a three dimensional tetrahedron.  The tetrahedron would have a fourth “hyperdimensional point”.  It would be four vortex swirls (torus shapes) arranged loosely along a three dimensional object.

The three swirls would be lifted into a higher dimensionality compared to their prior, flatter existence.  This lifting into a higher dimension is exactly what seems to be happening to the human race right now.

I’m not talking about a New Age fifth dimensional, vibrational shift.  I’m talking about something very concrete and physical.  This post is an idea that we can actually wrap our heads around.

It’s one of those obvious language tricks that we are seeming to be developing towards the collective Space Age.

This epoch of shift is one of a collective dimensional rising.  It is softer than it is usually sold.  It doesn’t have to be so abstract, violent, and magical sounding.

We are merely going from our long held experiences of being between two and three dimensions and shifting to being between three and four dimensions in my view.  Let me explain!  Let me explain!

Our species still basically lives in two dimensions in our shared experience.  We can go forward, back and left, right of course.  Yes, we can go up and down, but we can’t STAY in the up and down.

At least not the majority of us.  This is left to the elite realm of space programs.  So, I would consider our daily experience as not a fully authentic three dimensional experience.

This idea is furthered in the topics of fractal geometry and the holographic model of the Universe.  Check out Michael Talbot’s book The Holographic Universe.  It’s a mind blowing read.

Now there is a huge push to release secret technologies.  Thousands of patents have been suppressed across the world.  These secrets involve gravity nullifying technology.  It is called electro-gravitic or anti-gravity technology.

What does this have to do with our collective dimensional experience?  When we overcome gravity is when I feel we are totally passed the ceiling of the third dimension.

With the ability to “go up and stay up” we will be living fractally between the the third and fourth dimensions.

Our collective swirls are energetic enough in their connectivity to force us to the next level, individual control over the up and down.  This shift might also be part of the collective chaos and nervousness we are feeling.

The up and down is the unknown, but we are a species of explorers and always have been.  Look at the infinite up and dream more!  That’s my dimensions rant for now.

Let me see your comments so I can learn and make better rants!

A mushroom looks peaceful and ordered as it grows, then breaks apart and withers away.  Its real body, though, is in chaos.  In the soil, the mushroom body is a dense web, though one cell thick.

This mycelial web is competing with ten thousand other microorganisms within a cubic centimeter.  This web is incessantly growing, searching out moisture and nutrients.  Along its edges is a constant give and take of the growing web network with parts dying away.  It is the edge of the natural flow of life, death, and rebirth.

The fungalnet is all the while communicating the needs and excesses along its parts.  The mycelium transfers nutrients for those needs in those places.  There is a fungal web working in direct symbiosis with nearly every plant root on our biosphere.

A trading of minerals, water, and predator protection occurs between plants and fungi.  It is known as mycorrhizal symbiosis.  The fungal web beneath the ground is in a complete growing, morphing, ferrying, communicating, dying, consuming chaos world.

The mushroom in the light sits and grows peacefully.  Its joy is the air, sun, and constant ejecting of its offspring spores.  The chaos of the dark abyss where the spore took hold has been overcome!

The peaceful mushroom has been threaded out of lightless, chaotic anarchy.  What a relief!  What an example to all!  Fall into, embrace, and order your own “dark soil” seems like a message we can all appreciate.

There are few beings as peaceful as a mushroom in the shade on a breezy, Spring day.  This is only seeming laziness, though.  Millions of spores are grown out of the threads of dark soil chaos.  The chaos of the soil calmly woven mushroom body, eager to return to the chaos of near oblivion!

The joy of falling back into the soil melee!  The seemingly spiritual mushroom acts in its million spore production through a veil of non-action.  The Taoists would be pleased!

Forever onward, the phases of fungus go into chaos, find order, thread together a peaceful one. The peaceful ones demand that millions of its pieces return to the abyss.


Nassim Haramein sometimes calls it the holofractal nature of reality.  You have to check out the book by the late Michael Talbot named The Holographic Universe, too.  It’s a great read.

Before I ramble about this stuff at the bottom, here is a list of…

Sites to Learn about Holographic Models

A holographic model has taken a hold of my interest lately in early 2017.  A hologram needs the right angles of light and observer for the image to be seen.

Holograms are also interesting because they are a two dimensional plate surface that projects an extra dimensional, seemingly three dimensional object.

But, it’s just a projection.  You can’t touch it where you think it is.  You are observing it in that three dimensional space.

Dimensions and fractals have interested me lately, too.  Fractals don’t seem to occupy a dimension.  You can zoom in or out of their enfolded shapes endlessly.

This goes hand in hand with holograms.  With a fractal image or computation, the mathematical process can be iterated endlessly, too.  Benoit Mandelbrot and his Mandelbrot Set brought this idea exploding onto the scientific scene.

Also within a fractal shape, you can start with a bounded and well defined object like an isosceles triangle.  Then, as you tile more triangles within it, you can do it forever.

You can keep making these triangles zooming in or out at different levels.  I think of each triangle as a bit of information connected with the ones above, below, and beside it.

Whatever shapes are touching whether up a level, down a level, or nest side by side or on a face touching, these triangles of information are in communication.

There is a connection bridge at all those faces, levels, vortex points, folds, and bends.  This might be at all levels of reality.  This is why there is such a dense amount of information permeating the vacuum.

That’s my fractal holographic ramble for now.  I’ll keep working on this.

It might be useful to embed geometric structures for a holograph.  This is something I need to study more of, and only have a basic understanding.  Helpful comments would be nice at the bottom for a quick discussion.

Some theorize that light itself, the photon, has a fractal geometric structure.  It is called fractal because all scales are embedded within each other.  Some call the photon – Planck length the smaller perturbation in the fabric of space.

You can also embed the Platonic Solid shapes within each other and kind of rotate AND spin them.  These are spinning geometric structures of efficient energy, or light, embedded within each other.

Kepler actually was able to describe the motions of some of the planets, roughly, using embedded Platonic shapes.  Check out the article.  It’s a mind expanding read (here).

Many researchers also note that activity centers on the sun run along lines.  They note that the degree which these active centers occur are roughly at the latitudes of two embedded tetrahedrons.

The shape is much like a 3d Star of David (such as seen on the Israeli flag.)  Or two pyramids that only have four triangles as their faces.  One pyramid is “point up” and the other is “point down” described in two dimensions.

Maybe geometries of light and extreme energy exist because of a natural need for these gigantic energies to be efficiently contained and somewhat balanced locally in the star systems, galaxies, and beyond.

Like I said, I have to research this more.  Leave some comments below if you something about this!

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